Read Hans Sennholz’s essay “Beware of Despair” (scroll down to the bottom) and take to heart his and Longfellow’s exhortation – I’m not telling, you’ll have to read it. When you’re done, get familiar with Sennholz at the Foundation for Economic Education and the Mises Institute.
Now go to the Mises Institue again and read what Isaac Morehouse has to say about freedom. Let’s take a lesson from the Poles and be “ungovernable” rather than “sheeple”. We know from history that our socialism will crumble too someday, so stay in the battle for your progeny if not for yourself.